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Friday, February 8th, 2008

Subject:Run on sentences are cool
Time:3:20 am.
Mood: drunk.
I'm drunk and disappointed because I went to a bar and asked for an Ecto Cooler and they didn't even know what the fuck the original Hi-C drink was, let alone the mixed drink.
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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007

Time:4:05 pm.
Mood: blank.
Year Zero has been leaked. The whole fucking album. So, of course I'm downloading it like the impatient loser I am. I can never have anything to look forward to; I spoil everything.
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Thursday, March 29th, 2007

Time:2:25 pm.
Mood: aggravated.
Oprah chooses The Road by Cormac McCarthy as her new Book Cult book. (Source)

Fuck Oprah. Way to jump on the bandwagon, way too late. I first read this book late last year, and loved it. Too bad it'll be branded with her stupid club sticker and will be spoken about in the same breath as Yoga Booty Ballet and Baby Bjorn's by sauced up housewives that have nothing else better to do than hail Oprah's words as the gospel. Not that The Road isn't a good book- like I said, it was excellent and I recommend it- but I just want people to realize that Cormac McC. was a well-established writer well before Fatty O gave him her worthless stamp of approval. Fuck it!
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Monday, March 26th, 2007

Time:10:51 pm.
Mood: cold.
90+ degree weather in March: sucks. Debilitating insomnia: sucks. I cannot survive without sleeping pills any longer.

I think I'm going to try to catch INLAND EMPIRE in Columbia, SC , whenever the 30th is. I have no perception of time anymore, so I hope I don't forget. I also hope I don't drive off the road while driving for two hours; I almost did the other day and I was only driving to work.

I should get a start date for my new job within the week. My security clearance is good so now I have to fill out paperwork and shit. Aren't you all happy? I'll have something new to complain about, soon. I may try to visit home before I start, but I'm not making any promises for numerous reasons. Definitely won't be driving again if I do manage to visit, that's for sure. Definitely won't be happy if I come home to my mother's new boyfriend; I'm not ready for that shit yet. I don't think they're living together yet, though. Whatever.
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Monday, March 19th, 2007

Time:12:07 am.
Mood: cold.
Copied from my MySpace for my smart, non-MySpace friends because I'm too lazy to write something new and original.

So I made an impromptu visit to the anal pore of the United States- Hinesville, GA- last night. I went to some crowded, backwoods club that played pretty good rap music but also had fat girls in coochie cutters (it was 35 degrees last night, at the most) with stilettos that looked like they hurt BAD and at least two women were pregnant. I almost got into a fist fight with a man that was slipping in and out of consciousness, seriously. I threw a chair into him and was about to get in his face because he obviously thought that dissing the people I was with and feeling tits that didn't want to be felt was okay, but a bouncer and my friend stepped in. Anyway, I'm such a fucking nerd because I was one of probably four people that was actually wearing green. Oh well.

I think hell has frozen over a because my mother has a boyfriend that she's already talking marriage with and I got a job. A good one at that. Now maybe I'll shut the fuck up YEAH RIGHT.
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Monday, March 12th, 2007

Time:12:07 am.
Mood: weird.
Richard Jeni kicks the bucket via suicide? What the fuck?! I remember watching some of his stand up on HBO when I was like, eight. Sad.

HUGE tax return, ftw. I'm thinking about buying a better camera and my Mac, but I should try to be a bit more frugal these days. What the fuck ever- I'm probably going to spend it all on club covers and booze, now that a military buddy is in town for a month. What I really am determined to buy is a Wacom tablet, though. Does anyone know anything about them? I was thinking about the Intuos3, and I'd like to know if anyone has any personal experience with it or with a Wacom tablet in general.

Time to take a sleeping pill!
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Thursday, March 8th, 2007

Time:12:21 pm.
Mood: blah.
So today is my birthday and it was forgotten/ignored by most (including myself) except for my mother and a few friends. I guess it helps to have birthday reminders on Myspace!

I proceeded to get in an argument with my sister, who started it, this morning for about two hours. She kind of kicked me out of her house; she took my car and house key. It sure was a great birthday surprise. Eventually we sat down and talked and I let her know what a fucking turdmuffin (thanks, Rosie O'Donnell) she is and she came to her senses. What little she has. Or, maybe she just realized how much she'd be paying for a full-time nanny if I fucking bounced.
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Wednesday, March 7th, 2007

Time:10:06 pm.
Mood: drained.
The "Survivalism" video has been leaked.


ETA: So now that I think about it, was the scarf supposed to be a Kaffiyeh and an illusion to being a terrorist/symbol of resistance and/or struggle for justice? TR, you is smert.
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Saturday, March 3rd, 2007

Subject:Year Zero
Time:9:10 pm.
"The Beginning of the End" was leaked by KROQ early this morning. It reminds me of TR's cover of Gary Numan's "Metal" and I like it.

I wish the songs weren't so fucking short. Other than that, I've yet to be disappointed by all the YZ hype/leaks.
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007

Subject:For my fellow, usually unlucky, DIRECTV customers
Time:1:33 pm.
Mood: bored.
DIRECTV is actually good for something. Tonight, on channel 101, Nine Inch Nails: Beside You in Time will be broadcasted in HD at 6:00, 8:30, and 11:00 EST.
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Monday, February 26th, 2007

Time:3:26 am.
Still up. Maybe I'll make it to daybreak?
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Subject:I'm not a doctor, but I don't think I'm healthy
Time:1:47 am.
Mood: sick.
I've been having these fucked up dreams coupled with what I assume is slight depersonalization and amnesia lately. The dreams have been going on for almost two weeks but have just recently increased in intensity; the DP on and off since I was six (if that's even what it is). The saddest thing about this is that I keep coming up with some pretty sweet music in my dreams when I'm about to awaken and I can never remember any of it. In this state of half-consciousness I always see the color blue; I need to get a dream dictionary (DIAGNOSIS: I'M CRAAAZY).

Speaking of dreams, I keep having these dreams where my nasty neighbors poison Kal-El and Chloe. I wouldn't be too surprised if that happened, given the situation with them. They are determined to aid Kal and C in escaping, at least. I say we just get another dog, a Doberman or Rott or something, and let it maul the fuck out of them/their dogs if they try anymore shit.

I didn't take a sleeping pill tonight, hence the reason why I'm still up at two in the morning even after downing an enormous glass of shitty Pomegranate wine. This fucking sucks.

T. Rezzy released two new songs, "In This Twilight" and "Me, I'm Not." Me, I'm too lazy to post lyrics, so you'll have to take my word when I say they're both pretty different and cool.
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007

Subject:Daniel Radcliffe full-frontal
Time:1:56 pm.
Mood: amused.
Okay, well...courtesty of dlisted.com I had the privilege(?) of viewing the picture of DR's wiener from the play Equus. It's a decent size, but it looks like it might have been Photoshopped. It kind of looks like a fat turd, and an uncircumcised one at that. Enjoy.

Slow news day.
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Time:12:51 pm.
Mood: crappy.
I hate LJ when I have to fucking post a comment five times. Or maybe it was my internet connection. Whatever.

I think I have bronchitis, which is always fun. I went to the doctor the other day, before my cough got really bad of course, and she prescribed me Trazodone for my insomnia which is supposed to better than Ambien because of the lack of side effects (mainly, feeling like a drugged up asshole wanting to vomit the next morning). No hallucinations, but I'm still getting wacky ass dreams that I think I certainly need to write down.

This was a pretty pointless post, since I have nothing else to say. Aren't they all, though?
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Tuesday, February 20th, 2007

Time:11:51 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
For the moment, I'm officially saying FUCK Heroes. Last night's episode was fucking amazing, but the show is going down a road I thought they would hold off on for a while. Fuck this shit.

Anyway, back to reality. Pre-ordered my NIN Beside You in Time 2006 tour DVD because I'm lame like that, if you still needed any reassurance even after reading the rant above. I just had to: you get a free litho if you pre-order. I hate my life more than ever, but I'm becoming more cynical about everything thus coping better. Have been drawing here and there; still haven't written anything since December, I think. Oh well. Thinking about putting together a personal website on the internets, so I can have my very own special place (that's not just a journal) to spew bullshit. I know that in itself is bullshit, since I don't have the time nor patience to learn HTML no matter how utter idiot-proof it is. I'm thinking about buying a new camera. That's pretty much it. Are there any good, new video games?

I need to go to bed. Insomnia and I have become reacquainted lately; I actually think it's time to break out the Ambien again, unfortunately. God help you all if I manage to turn on my computer and post to LJ through all of my hallucinations.
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Friday, February 16th, 2007

Time:12:40 pm.
Mood: cold.
The track "Survivalism" has been added to the leak list. KROQ decided they were going to stop being gay for a bit and played it this morning.

Damn, he's PISSED. Really, what else is new?
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Thursday, February 15th, 2007

Time:7:28 am.
Mood: exhausted.
Sounds yummy.
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Time:1:30 am.
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Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

Subject:Year Zero again...I guess this is all true
Time:1:11 pm.
Mood: impressed.
I just called a phone number that was found on the back of an '07 European tour t-shirt to listen to the track "Survivalism."

Although full of static, the track sounds amazing. It's preceded by a post-apocalypse Presidential address and an angry tirade from a survivor. Words can't express how excited I am for this damn record. Shit, T. Rez has really outdone himself this time and it can only get better.

There has also been a leak of a track called "My Violent Heart," which has more of an electronic feeling to it. I have listened to it and have mixed feelings about it, but I can say that his ability to write lyrics has slightly improved IMO- probably thanks to working with Saul Williams.

The phone number, by the way, is:


All of my information is courtesy of nine_inch_nails and echoingthesound.org.
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Tuesday, February 13th, 2007

Subject:Year Zero information
Time:11:13 pm.
Mood: excited.
Whoa, Trent! What the fuck are you doing?

Is this real? Because if it is, fucking a! This is amazing, especially by Trent Reznor standards (which consist of producing a new record every five years). We all know it's a concept record (as per a Jan '07 Kerrang! interview):

What's the concept?
"I'm trying to avoid getting too detailed about this but I will tell you that this is a concept record, and it's part of a bigger picture of a number of thing's I'm working on. Essentially I wrote the soundtrack to a movie that doesn't exist. This album is a bit more electronic and I'd say rhythm plays a bigger element in it than in the past and it's veering away from concern about song structure and getting played on the radio."

I hope this is true. Even if it isn't, all of the websites are worth a look, since the scenario can totally happen. Kind of makes you think. Highlight the text that is so artfully illegible to actually read it. The mood of some of the writing vaguely reminds me of some parts of Mark Z. Danielewski's House of Leaves. I can't fucking wait for 17 April!

Heroes was okay last night; I'm glad Matt isn't a complete tool. I'm too tired to give a half-assed synopsis of the episode, but when do I ever do that anyway? All I can say is that I am 96% sure that I know who dies, about 89% sure that I know H.R.G.'s real name (if I can recall correctly), and 200% sure I am excited to see Peter throw Isaac's ass around the loft next week! Yup.

Had some more Heroes fanart of Niki/Jessica, but fucked it up when I spilled my drink on it. Don't know if I'll do it again anytime soon, because my life has become busier than usual recently. Sucks.

Oh yeah, happy Fagentines day! I hope all of you happy couples do something more than fuck and eat chocolate.
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